The next step in my journey...

Right now, I am currently at Newton-Wellesley Hospital. I am not permitted to leave, and I was brought here against my will Oct. 19, 2018.

When I am released, I plan on going home. I want to take a picture or video of myself eating pizza on the couch by the window in the living room.

I want to attend the Partial Program at Arbour Counseling in Jamaica Plain, the same place as last time. I intend to attend the program for its 2 week duration. One of the counselors speaks Spanish. And unlike last year, I will be able to converse with her in Spanish. I already left Betsy (my favorite counselor) a voicemail detailing my current situation and my desire to continue the Partial Program in the near future (as soon as I depart from Newton-Wellesley Hospital). I already contacted my social worker about my current lack of health insurance, and she has stated that she pinged my financial counselor about the matter.

If I had it my way, I’d be out of Newton-Wellesley Hospital today (obviously...to anyone who has spoken with me or read my Facebook statuses) and in the Partial Program. I like freedom very much.

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